Notes from the studio

Creativity

On the blank page, and being frightened of it

The fear of starting is not a character flaw. It is very common, and it is workable.

Development draft, not an approved personal account
An outline drawing of a leafy stem on cream paper, on green baize

A blank page is not neutral. It carries every drawing you have ever seen that was better than the one you are about to make. That is a lot to put on a piece of paper.

The trick I use, and the one I offer in workshops, is to make the page slightly worse before starting. A wash of colour, a torn edge, a smudge in the corner. Once it is no longer perfect there is much less to protect.

Three ways in

  • Work on the back of something else — an envelope, an old print, a page from a book you were never going to finish.
  • Set a timer for six minutes and stop when it goes off, whether or not you have finished.
  • Use your non-dominant hand for the first few marks. It removes the option of being good.

None of this is about producing better work. It is about getting past the thirty seconds where most people decide not to start at all.

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